This one is not physical. This reaction is emotional.
After getting a glimpse of dry hands (or at least significantly less wet ones), then abruptly stopping the medication and becoming sweaty again, I am sad. Having sweaty hands again after almost two weeks of being dry has been depressing. It is a let down that feels brand new. What a tease.
I feel like if I think about it too much, my outlook on life starts spinning out of control, leaving me a terrible feeling of the unknown in the pit of my stomach. I just have to shake the thoughts away because I can’t deal with it right now.
I am still afraid of going back on the medication right now because of my reaction to it. The plan is to speak to a doctor about it soon.
Good luck out there!